Current location:	editing
Current mood:	sad
Current music:	"Ordinary World" by Duran Duran

Only a Dream
Some luck with writing this morning before the household awakens. Caught a view of the moon, fat and orange, sitting at the western horizon, trying to be a sunset. Gorgeous!
I had trouble sleeping again. Was wide-awake at about 1:45 am and couldn't get back to sleep, even after drinking warm milk. Struggled to about 4:00am then I think I managed to sleep from that point on. I had a dream that tried to help me through the major thing I'm worrying about. My sister was explaining things to me to help me through my sorrow and I remember asking her, "Is this a dream? Or is this real?" I SO wanted to believe her explanations but upon waking, I realized it was only a dream. Such a let-down. Like when I dreamed I had Jimmy Page's phone number and that we were great friends only to wake up to realize it was a dream!

I'm going to meet with my friend, Mike, for kicking around the soccer ball. Need that exercise! Need to sweat out that built-up stress within me. Get my head clear.

There's a song I listen to that gets me teary-eyed upon the first few notes of the melody. "Ordinary World" by Duran Duran. Listened to that this morning on purpose. Having a good cry helps now and then.